You are more concerned with just learning how to survive. I understand that. Without experiences how can you learn what to do and not to do. One of the reason for Laws. But you also have an INNER KNOWING for guidance.
An example I read in a book about a Brilliant Gladiator, who killed many opponents, when he died, in his debrief on his life he was asked how he thought it went and he replied “Do you know I learnt I don’t like killing”
It was the most enlightening read I have come across as a different perception of what Life is all about.